Sucky Thursday, and bad hair day.

Haiz... My last paper is less than 24 hrs to come, and I had not even started on anything! Woke up at 9am, slept at 11am again, -_-" Headache still won't go away.

Seems very little to study, but when I flipped da notes, SHUCKS! It's like there isn't time to cover everything, and I'm so confused where to start first? Prof A's or Prof B's? Grrr...

My mind drifted back to secondary school days again, when I tried to sleep just now (again, >_<), the part where I topped my class's Accounts Paper for prelim, 1st or 2nd (I can't remember) in school level, when everyone thought it would be Sham, the previous holder. Can you imagine how embarassing it was when Miss Tan was like leaving us dry and high with the top scorer's name and classmates were all saying, "Aiyah, must be Sham!" I was sitting beside Sham and I was also telling her the same thing, "Hey, you did it again!" My jaw dropped and flew out of the window when she announced my name, so did everyone's, whose eyes were all on me now. Everyone was clapping for me when I went out to get my paper. Sham was envious, but I told her, "You were the one who helped me created this miracle" (The line wasn't so drama mama that time due to my lack of skill of expresing myself, but I said something similar to that effect, I think it was, "without your help, I wouldn't have got it too")

I already created a hoo-haa when I topped my class EL Paper 2 (the comprehension) and the EL coordinator, of all things to do, had to announce every class's top scorer for that paper, in the HALL, where all Sec 4 and 5 classes were (we were to take our O'level soon, so we had mock prelim). Yah, friends from other class came congragulating to me. (Actually, I was 0.5 marks higher than Mandy, the all time English scorer. Anyway, my compo failed miserably and pulled my grade to C6, hiak hiak hiak!)

On the surface, I was paiseh and very edgy, kept tellling them, "by luck lah". Deep inside, I was secretly enjoying these moments. For these moments seldom appear in my life.

I can create miracles what, but these miracles comes with hard work and angels' help (Shah, Miss Tan, Miss Teo from NPS) Over here, even the angels are also too busy with their own school work lah. It's all down to oneself.

This post ought to serve as a bomb: No work, No pay! No pain, no gain! No study, no A! Not even a B!

Study time... I think tonight I'll be "Sleepless with Notes and Past Year Paper".

2dae esh a HAPPY dae! Whoosh!

Coz...

1. Finally, I did an exam module without feeling fear! I even finished all questions! Clap! Clap! Clap! Whoosh!
2. Ann Jie said I slimmed down! Yeah, eating 2 meals a day helped! I can feel my jawline too. Ke ke ke. Continue to slim down! Whoosh!
3. There are people whom I don't know supporting my blog! Wah! So happy and excited! Whoosh!
4. I had a nice Jap dinner, after 3 weeks of plain rice + veggie.
5. Only 1 more paper to go! Woosh!
6. Ann jie said how come 小燕大醉's (same sound syllabus) features grow the opposite way? Ha ha ha, 笑死我也!
7. Nice hair day. Whoosh!
8. Nice face day. Whoosh!
9. Project Runway showing later! =D

But then behind the scene...

1. Those questions that I dunno how to do, I did a rough outline of equations and derivatives. Those I know how to do, answer is wrong! Duhz! (Nair mind, prof will mark the paper with understanding de!)
2. I didn't eat the 2 meals willingly, coz I woke up in the afternoon, so I had brunch instead. If I woke up early, usually during exam day I will eat a heavy breakfast of bee hoon/mee with egg and luncheon meat with a cup of coffee. Meals doesn't include high tea at 4pm, an hour before my paper. =P
3. Ming wei is my split personality. Ha ha, no lah, he/she is real! Added this point for fun mah. See my previous post about thanking him/her! (Is there such a word thanking?)
4. The Jap dinner, was planned spontaneously, coz we/they couldn't decide where to go, then I had wanted to eat the Jap food at hall 14 ever since a Japanese fren said it's nice.
5. Other people are already celebrating their holiday, we are the pathetic bunch of people taking this particular module, which the exam is on the last day, last session of this whole exam period.
6. I was complaining to Ann Jie about Small-I-Big-Maof saying I will grow fatter, then when she asked how he looked like, that's how I describe in a fit of spite.
7. You realise how nice your hair is when it's moisturize in natural oil? Meaning I didn't wash my hair lah. It's not very healthy to wash it everyday anyway, since that I'm cooping inside the room almost everyday except meal times, so no dirty dust.
8. I wash my face everyday. HA HA HA. This is using my lung to talk, 废(肺)话！
9. Going to watch PR now. Siam!

Hi Mingwei

Thanks for visiting my blog. I'm sure you will be very happy that I dedicated this entry to you. Just one comment from you, is enough to send me to 9th heaven, even better than orgasm, whatever that is, lol. So I know you will be equally exhilarated to see your name for this entry. =)

你对我好，我对你好，大家都很好！

I don't know who you are, but I am so pleased, glad and happy that you like my blog. Do continue to support ok? You make feel like I'm Xiaxue! =D You know, with annoymous readers. (LOL, cheesy lines about being superstar! ^_^)

Of coz, I shall also take this chance to thank all those who had been following this blog faithfully. I know who you are. =)

Thanks!

P/S: I was so excited to see a new name in the tagboard, so I click on your name's link, thinking it will pop your email out. I forgot my flobber doesn't support emails addressing. >_<"

Do I really have the ability? 我不笨，只是不够聪明。。。

Haiz... Another gone-case paper. Just pray I'll pass. To some people, they felt that I did not put it in enough efort. How much do one consider enough effort?

I always start to question my ability everytime I failed to complete one paper with confidence (excluding that repeat module). Can I do it? If I can, then what exactly went wrong? Alright, I admit I was lazy at times, surf too much, blog too much, talk too much, eat too much, but I did study hard! Maybe not hard enough...again

Everytime I study, my mind would drift back to my secondary school days where my results were equally lousy, maybe a little better than now. O'level was every 16 yo's and 17 yo's nightmare. I recalled how hardworking I was, doing question after question. An L1R5 of 17 was not something I'm proud of, I'm proud that I was disciplined enough to study and pass all, considering I failed so many subjects during the 1st 3 years.

I want the discipline I had when I was 16, but I don't have the energy of a 16 year old. Moreover, the modules here are so overloaded. DOES ANYONE OF YOU KNOW OR NOT? Hmpf...

Maybe I should not "complain" so much, if other people can score well, why can't I? I just need thrice the dosage of effort, energy and engrossment into this course (EEE, ha ha, bad pun).

没有聪明人的智慧，就要有多点苦劳。没有苦劳，哪有收获？

I will and must work hard for year 4. Exam period = Laptop confinement period, then at least I can really concentrate on study. Maybe I should bring back my old self, when I was such a perfectionist, now I am so chin chai (always in "Bo A, B ma si ae sai" mentality.)

Sidetrack a bit, too engross in something is not very good for my heart, because I always got a shock when people pat me on my back or called my name, hor? Ha ha. And also, I think I can't write a serious and solemn entry, I just have to add in some bits of fun somewhere here and there. =P

SH, thanks for just now. Felt really better. I think I'm comparing with them in my subconscious. Was on the verge of T_T actually. Phew, luckily I hold back, if not I think very malu to T_T over such things.

My calculator screwed up again.

Chinese SMS

That day Jia smsed me, "大姐，你何时归来？HA HA HA!"

Wah! Chinese turned me on, woke up the sleeping poetic side of me. I took a good deal of 5-10minutes replying her this coz the chinese sms input in Samsung is lousy and words are limited:

心不在此处，人在

人不再暖窝，心在

心想归，人难走

时机未到， 不能归

明日想，但心又怕。

回家需等，新月到来。

And then I sent! Thinking she would praise me again for my powerful Chinese! Hee hee hee. Who knows, she only replied:

"So you not coming back lah!?!"

真是热脸贴冷屁股!

My original version:

心不在此处，人在
人不再暖窝，心在
心想归巢，人难离

时机末到，归不去
犹豫明日，忧难放。
何几何时，才回巢

人心结合，在新月

Because "巢" and "离" dun have, had to make amendments. Wah, I am so damn proud of myself. =D What a pity I did not display such flair during secondary school. I guess this is the kind when you are forced to write, nothing would come out. My creativity for chinese compo dried up when I was in YJ. I did such a stupid plot. Grr...

3 more papers!

Corny Advertisements

And by corny, I don't mean they have so many corns. Being the easily amused person I am, I was laughing at almost every ad I saw on tv during the 2 shows I watched just now. Let me bring you some of the classic ones:

Citigem: The no regret gem

What the kuku is no regret gem? I know there is Princess cut, Destiny diamond, Brilliant Star, What is No Regret Gem??? Machiam some along the road ah beng durian seller would say one. "Buy lah, this lulian good wan, eat liao you wun ligrat de! This durian no ligrat!"

They should stick to Joanne Peh and Fiona Xie's ad, so much more atas, about friendship.

The Wild Wild Wet-Ding

This is utterly stupid. The one who came up with this ad must be some horny guy who watched porn everyday. The lecherous look of the husband, and the I'm-still-a-virgin look of the wife, is enough to send us puking all over the TV set. And of all still got to add this one-liner: Are you ready? Plus that 2 looks again. Kaoz! *Puke

The dunno is Carlsberg promoting for Vivocity or Vivocity promoting Carlsberg or X'mas?

So far I only see Michelle Chia's and Tay Ping Hui's ad. I don't see the link between Vivocity and Carlsberg. I think the guy who did this ad really did a terrible job coz I dunno what he is trying to reach to audience.

Singnet's fattest and smartest (fastest)
Green guy says he's fattest. Red guy says he's smartest (or fastest?), then we see Singnet promoting online package of 5Mbps. Huh? And why did they use online game avatars? To attract gamers to sign up?

Courts X'mas KO sale

Dislike Jamie Yeo is one thing, disliking their ad is another. These 2 are mutually exclusive events. I did not dislike their ad because of Jamie Yeo (Should not have name little sis Jamie). It was already very insulting when they showed their magazine as some "hot stuffs" and there u see Jamie Yep half naked behind the sofa. The ad was aired sometime in middle of the year. This time round they have to dress her up as a Santarina boxer. And to make matter worse, this ad was showed last year too. Waste the airtime.

1/4 of the time was wasted on such ad for my TV sessions. Duhz!

Brilliant shot

The one who manage to capture this classic moment is brilliant. I looked like I'm sneaking on the mooncake. Should have post this for MAF, lol. This was taken last year. =) Beside me is one of my favourite neighbours. =D

Alright alright, I'm going back to mug for exams. :P

600 lbs woman

This lady used to be 600 over lbs, and drastically lost 400 lbs in 3 years, through a gruesome surgery of taking out her stomach and bypass her big intestine . Ewww... I think this is sort of equivalent to eating less food, since she does not have stomach to contain her food and intesting is useless for absorbing nutrients. Anyway, she has so much excess skin that it weighs about 30 kg. (I did my math and found out she's 90kg now, but judging from her size, i think she has that much amount of skin on her, >_<)

Plus she's over the golden age, thus her over stretched skin wasn't able to "bounce" back. No wonder when I was in primary school, the TAF teachers always says is easier to lose weight during young, because of higher 新陈代谢 (what's this in english, translater not working).

Suddenly think that 30kg in 3 years in too damn long. Hmm...

On another note, read someone's blog that she fast for 3 days, cool. I don't think I can do it, I'll cry if I don't eat, even an apple is good for me. =) Can't wait for exams to end sooner, then I can stop eating rice (no rice = no energy = no study for me)

BTW, the following video about the 600 lb lady contains explicit content and parental guidance is advised.

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/217067/600_lb_woman_part_1/

Scary incident

My calculator almost screwed my exam today. I was just starting to use it and it gave me error for any simple calculations like 1 + 1. Wah lau, my heart almost stopped. I thought I would request for a calculator if the error persists. Heng, it works after changing mode altho I was in the same mode. I think the thunder scared the shit of out my calculator.

I tot the paper today was fairly okie, until someone told me his answer and I realised my careless mistake for last question! Shit! Never mind, 5 marks give Prof lim kopi. Then, ex-roomie said paper very tricky. Die, I'm in simple mode again. Then Ann Jie came over to borrow my clotheslines, asked her about the first question, she said she took 30 minutes, which is long by EEE standards, by normal for me lah, so I tot, "Okie, I am not paying attention to the question" -_____-"

I thought I could get a B, after realising my careless mistakes, I thought maybe drop to C, now I'm lucky if I pass. Shit! 4 days of preperation gives this kind of shit.

My day is spolit

Coz one uncle addressed me by "Hello! Young man!" when I went to buy drinks from him. Kaoz! 我哪里像男人？是我胖到没曲线吗？可是。。。我的前面很明显是女人嘛。。。真是ABCDXYZ！

Annoucement

Kan Cheong Queen is now officially Kaypoh Queen, coz she knew so much gossip till she even knows what size ur granny's pantie is. Seriously.

We all damn peifu with Kaye's knowledge of gossip within her block to my block, (okie, I told her one), to the degree of “上至天文，下至地理”. She knew which room are couple room, which guy got a lot of ONS and bring gals back to hostel and even know where she stayed. She dropped a big bomb on us when she told us something kinda bad about Ex-roomie's and my eye candy. Anyway, is nothing very big deal also, coz judging from his Swedish background, is no wonder that he flirts around. LOL. She even told us a couple living illegally in the girl's double, wash their bedsheet almost everyday, laugh until we pengz.

Lucky I'm not as nosey as them, coz I am much more nosey! I'm Si Mi Mai Zai. Ha ha.

Anyway, life is sure interesting with Kaye around. =)

Quote of the day: 只要是女人，男人都吃。不管是大鱼，还是小鱼，连fishball也吃！~Ex-roomie

Nose Patch...

is so wasted on me, coz my nose is too small and flat to fully utilise it. Most of it were on my cheeks, duhz. Dun seem to paste as nicely as Jia did. Even worse, not much blackheads were found, can see only 2 or 3. Either I didn't paste it properly, or my nose don't have blackheads. ^_^

At least one good thing about having some fats...

Today is a damn bloody lousy day: Woke up late and with a stiff neck somemore; hair still untidy after countless attempts of tying and sacrificial of thousands strands; knocked my gum while brushing (ok, I made this one up, 3 events seems more eventful, hee hee)

Anyway, since I woke up late, I reckon the study room would be full, so I didn't bother to go up there. However, by noon, it was getting stuffy in my room and I couldn't concentrate. Plus the fan kept blowing my notes, very irritated. So I decided to join my fren in the study room, who said her fren had "chop" a seat for another fren and I could take it since her fren hadn't come yet.

Feeling very sticky, so I went to take a shower. When I came out of the shower, walking back to my room along the corridoor, I fell down, like this:

One hand holding my shower items, and the towel over my shoulder and stunned for 3 seconds. Damn graceful siah! Ha ha.

The ironic part is it wasn't my cheapo slippery slipper that caused the slip, it was my left foot. Think too oily liao...

I was walking walking walking, then the left slipper slipped out; thus left foot was bare and wet too. When I want to turn back and get the slipper, that's where I fell. >_<

Luckily I wasn't wearing my specs so I couldn't recognize anybody further than 1m away, there were people there okie. Damn paiseh.

Second lucky was I had enough fats on my bum to act as cushion, thus minimize the impact of the fall. Else I might have hurt my spine hor...

Slimderella

Saw this comic from Michelle's blog. Totally agree coz I was a victim before. Sigh!

I really love the last part of the comic where it says about being healthy slim. So to those who are concerned I would become too obsess with dieting to become "pretty", dun worry ya, I know the limit of my "prettiness", definitely not sickly stick thin. I support the BMI system one.

Currently, my BMI is 32, which place me in the high risk of heart disease and diabetes. I almost kenna diabetes when I was younger, as in the sugar level content in my urine was damn high. I was ordered to eat less sugar and salt and drink more water. To a young kid, that was as scary as going to hell. Anyway, I was to lose my fats since young, but this program just can't get into my head.Now, the reasons to want to lose weight are to feel and look good, but my rule of thumb is not stick thin. Anyway, got fats = got tits. Ha ha. Joking.

What's BMI? For a healthy range of 23, it means 23kg/sq metres, A BMI difference of 1 is approximately 3 kgs. My goal is to be 50kgs, which will probably take me 3 years, taking average 1kg/mth plus some stagnant period, that seems like a bloody long period. The BMI will be 20 which is in the mid of healthy range. We always take the "enough or not enough" by our standards, which is different for everyone. Like I think 48 is a bit low for 165cm, but other fren think otherwise (she's 48kg for her 169cm frame lor)

Anyway, to my fren who is trying to hit 40kgs, well, I think you look very good already, don't be so obsessed with the comment that "you grew fatter". Have you actually thought you look better with a little more flesh? Why make "fatter" as negative? It works positive on you! Just my worth of thoughts, not forcing you to accept. I understand coz this is just like people telling me I look very good in 80kgs, no need to lose weight. I would be damn pissed also. Ha ha. But then, I would gladly donate 3 kgs of fat to you. =)

不是好像， 根本就是“八”掌脸!!!

SIGH! I'm so afraid to go home, coz I'm scared my family can't recognize me. I'm ballooning at exponential rate. I can't feel any jaws, except fats; I can't feel any pathetic waistline, only lards; I can't see my neck, only my chin; I can't see my eyes, only lines; my cheeks looks stuffed, even tho I'm not a hamster; I can't take in any oxygen, without having to having to sigh loudly.

SIGH! This is getting very terrible, I must have sigh at least 50 times today, as if I'm forlorn. I felt stuffy in my chest, thus I kept sighing. Must have scared the shit out of Tiff's bf yesterday when we meet at dead end of the corridoor and I was letting out a long sigh...

SIGH! I feel very depress about this, depression suppose to have sever weight loss right? Good, must think more negatively, then I will lose my appetite then I will lose weight. Seeing Ann is good motivation, she used to be 60+, now I think she's only 45, her arms are so thin, like Ex-Roomie's.

SIGH! I want to be an vampire now so that I don't my reflection in the mirror.

SIGH! Friends should not console me with too much such as "You don't look 80kg to me" or "You look good now" or "You don't look very fat what, got people fatter than you" or "Exams will make you thin". Seriously, how much can I lose during exams? I know HL lost about 4kgs tat time, but I think the 4 kgs were transfer to me instead. I already hit 80, so afraid that I will gain more when I go home and weigh myself. (KY's machines show I'm 79).

My arms are as heavy as a baby, my thigh are as thick as a woman's waist, my waist is as big as a Ferrari wheel. What am I? A freak.

Good, can sense depression setting in. SIGH!

(Scrooge X Poor) + Lazy = Innovation

I think people who came up with innovative products such as the Segway are lazy people. They have no money to buy car so they came up with Segway, ha ha. I think Segway cost a quite a bomb to move at such rate. :P

Anyway, my main point is being a lazy person (not usually lazy, exams stress lah) recently, I don't feel like washing my bra by hands, but if I were to wash them in machine will spoil the elasticity, even tho now the washing machines do not have the centre pole in it (think the bras will get entangled in it?) Anyway, not convenient also since I don't have a pail. But I don't want to buy the laundry bag, coz cheap one is lousy and the good one may not be good and still expensive. So in my desperation (no more bras to wear soon), I came up with this:

All done with 2 wires and an old T-shirt. =)

Courtesy of Giordano.

BTW, su-la isn't a very nice word for a pretty boy. He's just a little timid during ghost walk lah. =D

I think all NIE students are bloody rich, with the allowance MOE gave them. My friend sign a nail art package which costs $800 for 6 mths I presume, O_o, $200 I already xim tia... I also presume the payday Michette means is the allowance day, coz I never see anything her blog about work other than her school work leh... Our study loan is just a mere pathetic of $2500/year, but the difference is they are mortgaging their service for 3 years with MOE lah... Still... I think I wanna apply bursaries, my friend said quite easy to get. Will check it up after exams. Wah, today blog non-stop. Time to get my laundry! =) And get my ass back to study. =(

Chey!

False alarm, the successful thingy did not appear, but my blog was published. Phew, scare me! Chey!

Roar!

Roar! Blogger eats my blog! I forgot to save!!!

Kaoz!

Less than 3 days to my 1st paper, a killer module, and one more on the next day back to back (Looks like I only have the back-off period to sleep). Am so overloaded with the filters, capacitors, common collector, common base, common emmiter, Zener diodes, Bode plot, motors, 3-phase, armature, voltage, current, impedance blah blah blah and it continues...

Jia is evil, read about what they had back at home, So now no more complains about cooking good food only when I'm at home hor? Think you all ate better than when I'm at home. Sobz... I have damn bloody good appetite during exam (stress eating disorder), the only decent food in my canteen is mix veggie rice (low cost and better), I'm finishing every bit of it and I think my face is blowing up like a balloon. H-A-I-Z!!! Anne, my neighhbour and coursemate, used to be fat too, now she is slim, even slimmer than when I first knew her. Well, no shit about it. She JOGS almost EVERYDAY, 风雨不改, and she only eats half of the rice in her plate. No wonder she is so thin slim. (I just ordered a peanut waffle, and I had my dinner an hr ago, -_-, ha... lost weight like real, duhz!)

I think I shall blog about how miserable is to be fat everyday, then I will be motivated to go and lose weight. Ha ha.

Starting today:

If I'm slimmer and prettier, I can get to know a lot of 帅哥s，or even better, I am so chio until all horny guys wanna get close to me. Ha ha ha ha! So siao hor! But then actually, I really feel like making myself slim now, so that I will be more confident and then I can approach to get to know him:

Putting the biggest as big as my ass picture of him. *Drools

This's the guy on KFC's latest commercial, with so many pussies cats around him, dying to get their paws on his fish burger. My first eye candy in NTU. He was also in Oli's new MTV, "You Don't Have To Say You Love Me" (pic above). He's not the very handsome kind, but he's very charismatic. Although he's cute looking, he's quite a su-la (coward) sometimes. But nair mind, I do not want him as my bf. EEE is too pathetic for me to have any eye candy.

Ah... got your attention, how I know he's su-la? Coz...

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OH MY HOLY MOO MOO OLD COW! (HEE HEE) HE HAD HIS ARMS AROUND ME! *faint

He's an exchange student and he was in JT's OG during the FOC. Heard about his malu story from JT for ghost walk and some other events. He got much attention from us being someone foreign (a Switz dude). Now, you must have another burning question in mind. Since I knew him (assume from the pic taken), why do I still have to approach him?
*Double HAIZ* Coz I do not really know him personally, not even a Hi-Bye friend. Pathe-----tic! I was too shy to cast a friendly smile when I saw him in study room. Anyway, Ex-roomie also drools over him. Ha ha. Anyway, just an eye candy, the best thing about school so far.

Back to kiam pui, I need to detox badly. My skin is turning dull and rough, my stomach is getting bloated, despite having good bowel movement. Think I can't churn the rice fast enough siah... So scared to see myself in the half-length mirror in my room, coz the lards is spilling out terribly. And my face, HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ, 名副其实的“八”掌脸.

Disclaimer: Eh, before you all start thinking when did I become flower idiot, actually I'm just blogging to destress and I want to write something interesting, so happen that this just flow naturally as I blog. Not haolianing that I take pic with him hor, a teeny weeny bit lah. Ha ha. This is just like saying "Joanne Peh is from my hall" kind of thing, ya know? =) Talking about her, I think I'm staying in the room she stayed last time leh. Ha ha ha! Making a lousy guess only. =D

Oh Gosh!

I weighed myself just now and saw that I had hit the big 8 again!!! Sucks...

打击 A big blow

I met a poly fren in my hall's canteen just now, and so we chatted, catching up with each other's life. He just came in here as a 2nd yr MSE student. Thus, as a senior, I was telling him how to survive here lah, although he spoke most of the time.

Then our topic diverted to poly frens as whom do I still keep in contact with. As a typical guy, he was commenting my fren Di become more chio, saying something she was very fat in the past (-_-, as if he's any better). Then we came to what course I was in, I replied, "EEE". His answer was:

"OH! No wonder my fren said the gals in triple E very chui"

Chui means something close to "cannot make it" + "disappointing" + "wah lau eh"

He could have be more sensitive, couldn't he? WHY MUST HE SPOUT IT IN FRONT OF ME RIGHT AFTER MY REPLY?!?

This is getting too much. First I was label Doraemon because I am round, short and fat. Now my fren judge the gals in EEE are "cannot make it" kind just by me alone. WHAT THE HELL/FUCK/KUKU?!?

Buay tahan liao lah!

Pig and exams

*I've been in hall for only a week, but I felt like I have been here for months.

*The first paper is on 15th Nov, follow by another paper on the 16th. I have so much stuffs to digest and I'm sleeping like a pig the past 2 days. Shucks...

*My room looks weird without any food, so I stocked it up with 2 cup pasta, 2 cup hor fun, a fun pack of 10 Mamee Rice stickes (Cheese), Super 4-in-1 cereal and a can of milo on Thursday. Now I'm only left with the cereal, milo and 3 Mamee (gave 3 away, so I ate 4). Shitty... I am eating like a pig.

*Attended Wynter's 21st birthday chalet yesterday. Took 1.5 hrMRT ride from Boon Lay to Pasir Ris, out of the 1.5 hr, I slept 1 hr and study for 30 mins only (I took my notes with me). Power, slept my way back from Pasir Ris.

*I'm getting very close to Blackie, or she assume tat I am getting close to her. Eww... Must avoid her like plaque liao, she can't stop finding me. Of all people, she wants to sit beside me. Hmpf...

*Must burn 24 tutorials and maybe 10 past years by 15th Nov. Stylo, I shall sleep less le.

*My head hurts or I feel sleepy whenever I have to study.

*Behaving like secondary school kids with project friends. They can't stop calling me Doraemon. Grr... Took it further with the "Scissor paper stone" and "lend a helping hand （伸出援手 ）" joke. I feel like a stupid pig...

Die...

Something happy: I have 906 songs in my lappie. Whhhoottt! Thx Jenny. =D

I FOUND ANOTHER STRAND OF WHITE HAIR!!!!!

Sob... Sob...

I'm getting fatter, uglier, older!

Left side

Sucks, my little left toenail also broke. Sob...

Hello? Are u from africa?

I dun understand my friend, so thin le, yet want to kiam pui over a "U seem to gain weight"comment? How do they define fat? How do they define pretty? 45kg for a 160cm frame is not good enuff?!? Must be slimmer, 40kg is the best?? Then me how? 80kg for 158cm? Who needs to kiam pui more? Don't give me the "you are born like that" excuse. Seriously, 40kg, machiam a bag of bones, hollow bones. Haiz... I hope she does realize that number does not says everything about fat or thin. I'm kinda worried for her health. She already looks stickly thin, if waist is what you are bothering with, work on tat area, not the whole area!

Haiz... Gals...

无奈

我亲手把你死送入虎穴， 眼睁睁看她把你一刀两断。

请相信我的无奈，我真的不知她会如此对你。

一切发生的太突然，我也不知所措。

5 年的感情，就那么断了。

我的心淌着血，为你流

我的眼忍着泪，是为你哭

永别了，小灰！

我对你一见钟情

为了你我移情别恋。

我铁了心，挥别旧爱

收拾心情， 迎接新欢

蓝蓝的外表， 不是忧郁

新颖的造型， 感觉年轻

Welcome！ =P

但你也未免太容易被刮花吧！#$%&*#$

Damn it

My little toenail broke just now. Damn sad, took one year to grow till such length leh. Sianz... no need to visit my manucurist liao. No nails for her to trim already. For those unintitated, my little (as in the last small toe) nail was way far too short coz I used to cut until so short till it looks like there was no nails. After a year of school which makes me too lazy to play with my toe, the nail grew long and nice, better than the horrid nails last time. Now it chipped off, looks so bare again. Haiz...

Need to study for quiz later. Sleep too much today, even miss my lectures which I had initially wanted to spend it on study. Hope I get an easy quiz later. =)

White Hair

I traced a strand of white hair which I thought it was my hair color from long long ago. Sensed somehing was amiss when the blonde (looks like highlight under bright light) section was never ending, then I pulled it out and saw a shiny silvery/gold strand.

The last time I had white hair was when I was 17, thinking too much about my future. Eeks... What have I been thinking these days? Definitely not much about sch work... Must be the Xiao ding dang thingy, -_-"

Exactly 2 more weeks to go for 1st paper. Bleahz!!!