I'm such an idiot

I'd been such an idiot today.

First, I thought I was gonna be in bad luck today when a black kitten ran across my path.

Secondly, i really thought I was unlucky when I was being tasked to clear some stuff at main office, courtesy of last Fri's event. But main office is nearer to home, so no complaints.

Thirdly, I stupidly asked my kindhearted colleague whether the box containing the cookies were still in his car! He waited for me, kept for me, and all I did was asking whether the cookies were okay? Gosh, slapped me please.

Lastly, I annoyed the same kindhearted colleague by asking him to cover something for me. And when he said, there was no need to, I sort of pushed the "blame" stating that the other colleague asked me to check.

What the hell, I seriously have no brain to think about the whole situation! I stupidly followed some unofficial orders! Not that it was bad, one was actually beneficial to me, but because of this good one, that was why I was told to do some covering. As a matter of fact, if I had think through the whole situation, read the sms instruction carefully, there was no mentioning of covering.

I brought all these upon myself. Grr... Kindhearted colleague may not take it to heart, but the thought of myself, once again, doing a stupid stunt, makes me ponder, what the hell I studied so much if I can't even analyze a simple situation!

Oh man... I really need to focus!!!

I didn't even catch a simple joke until 3 seconds later. -_-|||

My job

More or less easing into the job, but sometimes I still hate it for being internet-less.

Been helping out with the recent upgrading's upgrading, can't help feeling "the more I know the suckier it is..."

Maybe Boss is just joking about the sucky part.

It's a small world part 3

My poly/uni/hall friend's girlfriend is my secondary school friend's sister and now she lives 4 blocks away from me.

Saw them while I got off at Yishun Stadium today, Friend called my name as my specs were fogged out, couldn't see him. And his gf is super tall lor, you mei you. Envy~~~

Perfect Match

I find Ryan Reynolds really cute after watching The Proposal. He has these love-sick puppy eyes that kinda melt girls' heart.

So I googled about him and found a heartbreaking fact: He's married to Scarlett Johansson!!!

Oh my... His wife is sexy goddess can?

Inadequate

Never felt myself so inadequately before.

When I was in primary school... I never knew what pressure is...

When I was in secondary school, I shouldered a lot of expectations which I couldn't achieve till Sec. 4

When I was in polytechnic, everything came so easily for me.

When I was in uni, I finally understand that hard work really pays off.

Now that I'm working... maybe it was a subconcious thought that I'm not meant for big things, I just couldn't wrap my head on the things I'm doing now. This is way beyond what I expect and I really doubt I could get my hands on it. This is so ironic, coz my previous job scope, I thought it was way below my level that I should have done.

Now that something bigger comes along, but I just couldn't stuff myself into it...

I need more focus...