Stupid blogger

I am so super pissed with Blogger. Everytime I typed a superduper chao ji long entry, the system will hang on me and poof! Entry all gone, and it's always the one I forgot to copy. Grr... now so late, I dun want to retype le lah, angry. Tomorrow then blog. Super pissed.

Tiring Day

Wah biang.... Today I cleaned Jamie's room from 1pm to 9pm then still got to mop floor, I finished at around 11pm leh.. (went to watch some TV in between, thus the long hours). So tired... by the time I showered, it was already near to 1am. Went online and "saw" my friend, 1st thing he typed was: "waiting for your hair to dry?" Wah ha ha... know me so well... but he thought I went out and had fun when I'm actually at home the whole day lor... -_-!!!

Jamie's amount of stuffs can fight with me, just 6 year old yet she already occupied some many drawers and cabinets. Just her clothes alone is 5 drawers I think, and a wardrobe. Her misc stuffs like pencils, colouring kits, toys and storybooks took up another 3 cupboards and some space in the storeroom... HORRIBLE! After clearing up her stuffs from Jia's room and Mum's room, at least can "consolidate" and organize her things properly. I will be safekeeping her pencils, lol. Was shaving those pencils before I went to bath, was pretty "excited" to see all the long ones together, short ones together. Then I put some that do not have nice patterns or had become very short one, in a pencil holder for her to use. The rest, I keep till she finish using those. Very fast one lah... soon she can use those new pencils, better disclaim if not people think I bully her. LOL. We treat her so nice, help her clear her stuffs, do "audit" somemore, where in the whole world got 2 such boliao sisters. LOL.

Later on will be my room's turn liao. Shall wipe my wardrobe, PC table and study table. =D

Do you have fragrant poo?

I think COS (Cleaniness Obsession Syndrome) sounds better, agree? What's the correct term for 洁癖？

Anyway, I went down to meet KCQ at hall 15 to have lunch, coz the food there is a google times better than our hall. On our way, we had a little pointless argument, about poo. Yes, shitty entry again, lol.

KCQ was whining how she was too afraid to go toilet in the wee hours to wee wee. Well, with the blocks almost empty, so quiet, and the communal bathroom which looks like those HK ghostly shows, you know, white tiles, a lot of mirrors that are being placed opposite each other and thus you will see a lot of reflections of yourself, ghastly coloured doors and the old old feeling like in the 80's like that, I also scared lah. And then she was commenting that a certain hall had it differently, instead of a communal bathroom in every level, their was a bathroom being shared between 2 rooms instead, then she popped this very funny sentence: "Like that not really good hor, must wash the toilet yourself and can smell people's poo after their 'business'." And the argument started in a gentle way.

Me: K lah, poo is smelly one what. Anyway, the smell will disperse after a while.

KCQ: But still it's smelly what, and since those people will be staying inside their room mah.

Me: It's just like your toilet in your house what, will you complain smelly if you happen to use after someone pooed?

KCQ: I will niam a little bit lor...

Me: Okie, but it's not as if your poo is going to be any better.

KCQ: It's always no good to sniff something pungent what.

Me: My point is, since living under the same roof, in this case, hostel, and you should know it's common to poo smell to spread, then just tolerate for a while and soon it will be gone what.

KCQ: But some people don't think like that mah, the people in my old workplace used to complain.

Me: You mean you ar? LOL.

KCQ: No lah...

Me: Still deny? You said you will "niam" what. Ha ha. I think it's alright to complain if it's smelly because it wasn't properly cleaned, and not because someone just shitted.

KCQ: But they also complained lor.

Me: Then you should retort, "If you can find a poo that smell nice, I give u money." Why are these people so narrow-minded?

KCQ: They are just like that lor...

Me: Next time they said this, must ask them if their one is nice or not. This argument is getting pointless and stupid...

KCQ: But.... you see ar...

Me: Stop, don't say anymore!

KCQ: But...

Me: Stop lah...

Okie, I do complain smelly toilets but not smelly poo, coz no poo in the world is nice. If there really is, then maybe we can sell them to Japan since Japanese like to eat shit, they won't mind poo that smells nice

Anyway, last night I was feeling very grouchy. Think the rubbish English pop music affected me. Usually, I can tahan idoitic questions, like "are u virgin?" or "do you have sex before" etc , and I just entertained them with "Ha ha", but last night, I blew my temper and I scolded them, that is I typed in uppercase, "You are so fucking irritating!" Then another Washington guy (he did not ask stupid questions, we were actually chatting about living abroad and exposing to different cuktures) was there pestering me to let him call me, I got fed up despite telling NO NO NO and then "You are so fucking irritating" was typed and I blocked him. And next I got so pissed off with my friend who talked to me and he was throwing me with questions, and I no longer tahan when he asked, "Am I very irritating asking you so many questions?" I told him yah, he was and I told him I am feeling very pissed, let me cool down and will talk to him again. So I did not reply him after that and close the conversation window. Then, he stupidly go and msned me "Ok, good night", I closed the window. Then seconds later, popped up "take care". I closed again. Then popped the kiss animation, fuck it. I typed: "STOP IT!" Oh my god! What happened to me last night? I am usually so peaceful. Think must be the ICQ guys again. I tell you, ICQ is smaller than Singapore, I met those guys who I had ignored again. Freaking. Last night, I met this one who was like pretty decent, after adding him to MSN, he was surprised that I was already in his contact list. I also thinking very weird... it was only after I saw his pic, then I "orh... you ar". He was in my invisible list in ICQ and blocked list in MSN, but seems like you can still add them again. Anyway, see my conversation wih him below:

Him: hey, u r in my contact
Me: just added u mah...or u mean previously? u mean i were in ur contact even b4 i added u?
Him: i think so
Me: do i know u?
Him: i added u before
Me: huh... how come?
Him: dunno
Me: maybe we chat b4 few years ago, ha ha ha
Him: yup. so u go pic
Me: yah, u?

he put up his pic

Me: oh... u ar...
Him: yup
Me: yah, we chatted b4... -_^
Him: really

Me: yah... (I wanted to say how he ignored me) nvm... i leave it to u to recall who i am...
Him: let me see ur pic
Me: nope...
Him: why not
Me: becoz i very ugly...
Him: ic, thats ok wat, not ur fault to be ugly, i also ugly
Me: k lor... not as ugly as me... i worse, i very fat somemore...
Him: ic, show jus once, please
Me: okie, wait ar, i go and find a ugly one, ah ha ha ha
Him: k

I post this really ugly pic that I had trouble finding (the rest all had my charming smile, not ugly enuff, LOL),

Me: ugly enuff, lol, let me see.. u are an IT engineer, right?
Him: now looking for other job
Me: oh, why? current job tough?
Him: =)
Me: i understand...
Him: =)...aY, wat u wk as
Me: i used to work as IT support, now studying
Him: ic
Me: yeap...
Him: u got friendster
Me: yah...
Him: can i see
Me: hoho, tot u want to add... see? can....y not...http://www.friendster.com/useropen.php?uid=2448603
Him: there's nothing
Me: eh...i click also nothing.. wait ar... think wrong one. paiseh, i send u the link from friendster update, din occur to me it was an inactive account...
Him: k
Me: http://www.friendster.com/user.php?statpos=headernav, not too sure if u can see it... if still cannot... then u search for siqi lor
Him: wats ur friendster email
Me: limsiqi@singnet.com.sg
Him: =)...how old r u
Me: 21
Him: :, u look like 30 <-----Nabeh!
Him: u hard to find sex pertners? <----Tamade Cheebye!

Me: =? in any way does it matter?

Him: do u find hard to get bf? <------So KPO

Him: i used to be face too <-----think he mean fat

Me: yah... -_^ <------ I obviously turned off, so I just yahed to the bf question

Him: no gf... no u still V
Me: so wat if i am, so wat if i'm not? <-----blood boiling liao

Him: ermmm...depends wat u wan

Me: and pls pls pls go and check other my other photos b4 u say i look like 30...

Him: still very aunty leh

Me: anyway, I shall not comment whether I v or not... now i know y i had delete ur contact... ohh... okok, so i'm auntie... fine...

Him: =) <---- Still smile somemore

Me: -_^

He went "away" after that and I deleted and blocked him again. Stupid... Rubbish music rubbish people made me easily irritated. I was alright liao when I blogged the last entry and the song playing was "When you believe", see? Music sets ur emotions.

My room is possibly the cleanest room in the whole campus...

WHY? Because of 10 reasons:

1. I wiped my wardrobe thoroughly, even the hollow space after we took out the drawer I also did not let it off.
2. I wiped every niche and inch of my study table.
3. All items, be it shampoo bottle, toner bottle or container, I wiped them all.
4. All cables were not spared from the cleansing either, especially if I caught visible stain on it. Example: Handphone chargers, network cable, laptop adpator, thermos flask power cable.
5. All ports and panels, like network and telephone ports, undergo the process as well.
6. I swept the floor using static cloth was not enough, I mopped the floor 2 times too.
7. I shifted the table and bed just to clean the hidden corners.
8. Even the lights and fan switches had to be "undusted".
9. I washed my bedsheets today, so I also wiped the bed legs as well.
10. I CLEANED THE FREAKING CEILING FAN!

Actually, the last reason is enough to suffice that my room is the cleanest. WHO THE HELL IN THE RIGHT MIND WILL PAY $160 AND CLEAN CEILING FAN? Leave the job to the cleaners mah! I am siao right, I know you are all thinking I am siao, I admit also, coz I also think I siao. People at most just sweep and mop floor already very good, or maybe, wipe their tables. Think only people with OCS (Obsession with Cleaniness Syndrome) will clean the ceiling fan hor. Actually, the ceiling fan was not in my agenda. I was just laying back against my chair and tilted my head to curb the acheness in my neck when I saw the slow moving fan in speed 1 covered with "fur". My instinct told me, "You have to clean, only then your room will be really clean!" And then I proceded to change the dirty water and refill and cleaned them. -_-!!!

Anyway, I am proud that my room is now so spick and span. The floor is squeaky clean too! Yes, it really squeaks when I rub my sole against it. This "sole test", adapted and modified from a show I seen chicken years ago (donkey is out, chicken is the "in" things now). This clean freak, he would use his index finger, and rub against a bowl with much force, if it produce a squeak sound, it proved that the bowl is really clean. He would rewash the bowl if it does not squeak. Ho ho ho... I think someone must be quite happy to know my OCS is acting up again... LOL.

Of coz, the credit to all these cleaniness goes to my 15cm X 15cm rag. Poor rag, was just a inocent piece of table cloth, suddenly kanna downgrade to rag and had to clean so many shit. Yes, a personal record of mine again, I used only one cloth and 2 pails of water (it would have been one pail if I did not clean the ceiling fan) to clean everything. WAIT! Before you all "yee" at me, let me disclaim first. I had started with the least dirtiest item to the dirtiest, so yah, my stuffs is not disgustingly violated. Anyway, before cleaning, the rag was intact, pretty and rather clean except for a milo stain. After cleaning, it was torn, tattered and dirty. Poor rag!

BTW, I was shocked to see so many tags with regards to my last entry. Let me get back one by one.

To Fairy Godmother:

I got what you mean. What I trying to mean was, I should think the situation in a bigger picture before shooting my mouth off or in this case, type my hands off for whatever comments. Before I say anything, I should think with my 166MHz brain whether I'm fit to judge people first. Savvy? :D I still blog my blog as Siqi, not anyone.

To Dengli:

Yo! Update me once the tree is done. Very excited to know our exact number of relatives. Well, I'm not even at the funeral in the first place, so I should not have say that they were fakers. I'm in the least position to comment for I did not see it with my own eyes. You, Yanni and Jia were in a better position than me to tell who were really sad and who were not. Anyway, Ah Ma is peacefully cremated and lives go on as usual.

To Yanni:

Thanks! I am so happy happy happy now. Yesh, Ah Ma had so many descendents, hockee liao. Although it was pretty sad that no one was by her deathbed, but I should have thought it this way: maybe they had expected her to pull through, that's why no one keep vigil by her side, wanting to visit her the next day. Life is full of twists, things happen when you least expected. Anyway, like I said, I am in no position to comment.

See you pple this Saturday!

P/S: I had typed an even longer entry, but blogger just hanged and all the effort went down the drain. So I came up with this summarised one within 30 minutes, from what I can remembered. Poor me, 2 hrs efforts gone just like that. SHIT! KNNBCCB!

Damn it!

I typed for 2 hours and it hanged on me just like that! Now I have to retype! SHIT!

Exams over, YEAH!!!!

The "battle " is finally over after one long arduous month. For once, I finally have free time to do the things I want. I have so many things to blog, so many things to do. First thing first, I need to clean my room coz it's flooding with eerie hair. I can't remember when's the last time I sweep my floor, 2 weeks ago? And I desperately need to mop the floor coz dusts are accumulating in the corners and this stir up my 洁癖症, see liao sibe buay tahan. You know how trails of black lines appear when we shift the table or bed? Yes, my room is tat dusty. Yee... I know...

Saw the tag posted by DL, then I realised there were people who do read my blog regularly but seldom respond to the entries unless necessrily or they just read but no comment. It sets me thinking, whatever I typed here, what will those people who knows me think about me? Am I childish to them? Am I really that vulgar in real life? Am I that stupid? Am I rude? Am I ...? I shall watch out what message I'm sending out the next time I blog about something that might be impressed badly, like my earlier entry on my relatives who might 猫哭耗子假慈悲，I realise I'm telling people that my relatives were bad or something or "How come this girl so mean to her relatives, talk bad about them like that" etc etc. It was just a puffy comment while my mood was not so good. Hmm... must filter must filter. BTW, I think my blog is getting more and more boring... Yawn... I read liao also feel like sleeping. But hey, exams is over and my blog is going to be exciting again! No more exams woes! No more morbid thoughts! Although I would like to "recreate" my ideal funeral.

I want to go and take a long nap, blog again tonight. Hee hee... tired... Think tmr then sweep sweep mop mop, Roomie will be leaving in the morning and I have the whole room to myself, hee hee, don't have to worry about disturbing her and can do what I want, like shift the furniture, mop the whole place also can. Can do some scandalous affairs too, but too bad lah, I'm single leh. Mu hahahaha! Opps! I just exposed the well known secret of our hall life, ha ha ha. :P

Yesterday was such a nice weather to sleep, and poor us had to mug for exams...Rain whole day... and yah, my grannie was cremated yesterday. Haiz... no wonder the sky cry whole day. I shall go and nap now, blog again later. *Murmur murmur*

Morbid thoughts

It has been a terrible month. Exams were not smooth, Mum fell and now Grandma (paternal) passed away, and the worst is I can't send her off coz my bloody paper is on Wed and she will be cremated on Tuesday. To be frank, I'm not sad at all that's she passed away, I wasn't that emotional wrecked as 2 or 3 years ago, when my maternal grannie passed away in my house, that was terrible. Not I bo xim, but to be true, I think it's good that she no longer had to be tortured with the illness and being left alone in an old age home. It was pretty sad when I knew that she had passed away in the wee hours in the hospital, with no one by her side, despite having so many children. Kaoz!

Preparing the funeral was another hassle. All the while being a junior in the family, all I need to do is to follow whatever instructions they gave out lah. Some of my aunties and uncles like bo chup bo chup, some act act, see liao very sianz. Some very lazy also, just waiting to be served for food, one of my auntie had the audacity to ask Jia to portioned the bee hoon into 10, like banquet dinner like that. Siao... it's not as if she has no hands to do it, and she should do it since she's the one entertaining her friends. Anyway, Jia being the "cool" kind, knew how to deal with lazy aunties like that. If it's me, I think I just say I don't know how, the lamest excuse in the world. Then I heard from Jia that some of our younger cousins very not initiated at all, lazy and bo chup. Anyway, it's the kind you heard liao you will gek sim lah... those juveniles are just plain selfish and airbrained.

I can't help but feeling that my relatives are just so funny. Some just talk no show, some just act no talk. At least they did not bother to waste their crocodile tears, and wailed. Hmm.. maybe because the "show" will start today. I would love to see those fakers crying in front of their mother whom they had threw around like a ball, if they will. Maybe ask Jia for updates. BTW, I got reprimanded by her for keep repeating the "middle finger" joke and action. Yeah, I really did not care how those aunties and uncles will think of me for showing the middle finger repeatedly, but I think I could have say it without acting it out. Stupid me!

I was thinking a lot when in the train just now, now all I can remember are just so little. Haiz... memory is getting worse...

I don't know why, but I was thinking about my own funeral just now. Maybe I write it now in case of any mishaps, at least funeral will be done in the way I want. I'm not a true Buddhist, so I don't want a buddhist funeral. For for my own good, get some monks to pray for me will do. I don't want those ugly orhbit banners and blankets, get all my friends to do a banner and please get them to write wishes. All guests shall be served with chocolate swiss roll, save the effort of cooking curry chicken. Instead of getting an angpow with a 10 cent coin, all guest shall just received one M&M peanut chocolate in sweet wrapper. Please decor my coffin with luminious stars, at least it will glow at night. And last but not least, I want a blue theme for my funeral. So try to get me a blue coffin, blue photo frame, blue tent. And after I am cremated, please keep my ash at my home, coz it will be lonely to be staying all alone in that urn and in a temple. So boring.

I am getting so morbid...

I created a record

Wow, I am totally amazed by myself. I had created a record of not sleeping for 40 hrs. Amazing right? Let's see...

15th Nov: Woke up at around 7 or 8 am and started mugging. No afternoon naps, the only break I had was like having lunch and dinner. Then continue to mug until the next morning. So one sleepless night.

16th Nov: After my paper ends at 12pm, I had wanted to skip my lunch and headed straight back to hall and sleep. But paper was so demoralising, so KCQ and I decide to cheer ourselves up with food (We very easily contended one). Then, JT called me and asked if I want to go Jurong Point, and KCQ happened to ask earlier too. So, we decided to head to JP without lunch, coz JT need to be back to hall by 6pm, whoch is just nice I can head down to meet my frens too at 7pm. So we went back hall, and I told JT and KCQ to go and rot while I go and wash my clothes, bath then we can set off. Long story short, I met my frens and we K songs until 11pm. Then I went back home with the birthday gal sharing a cab(story later). Reach home, had to bath coz full of ciggie smell because the lounge was smoky. Before I bath, I change the calculator's batteries for my sister. Bath liao, a little refreshing, so online to chit chat, then my fren called me and we chatted till 2.30am, where I was already babbling nonsense, I had no choice but to go to sleep. And I slept till 2pm in the afternoon of 17th November. Scary... LOL

In the past, whenever we had overnight star gazing, it was also sleepless nights. But the best part was I would head straight to my bed and sleep when I reached home. This time, I did not even catch a wink, let alone say fourty winks lor. During the KTV session, I was quite stoned, and managed to sing a few songs. I was perked up when Teh Ni came with the surprise cake for Xueling and we started singing birthday song, so the atmosphere was liven up a bit and we had yummy ice cream cake, how to sleep? LOL. The cake was the same as we had for my rec sec in hall, so coincidental. Yummy... but we did not have spoon, so we were choked on the cocoa powder when we ate.

Birthday girl was very blur, she did not know we were supposed to meet up. I tot she knew it was going to be a surprise birthday for her since her birthday is just a few days away, but being the blur queen she is, she had no idea at all. It was a good gathering, seeing my frens all turning so pretty after working. Haha, coz now got money power to doll themselves. I felt so out of place with them. Coz study had makes me so old looking. LOL. Anyway, this birthday surprise tactic we used until 烂, my and Ivy's birthday wasn't a surprise coz we held parties. Teh Ni's birthday, we pretend we din know, coz he was so used to we gals being mindless and sensitive insensitive (really not getting enuff sleep, type wrongly and realise it only a week later, signed: 22 nov 2005). Then Yanqi's and Xueling's (the birthday gal), we also acted as if we are just hanging out as usual. 是不是用到烂？One tactic for all 3 birthdays. I hoped they will not be so "creative" to use it on my birthday, coz I think I will sniff it out and if I am not surprised, they will be disappointed. If I act surprise, I will be disappointed. 真矛盾。。。

Not that I not appreciative, I mean will you want something that you personally had experienced 3 times? Very sianz one lor... dated till now, I usually initiated the celebration myself. The best surprise was in secondary 1. I wasn't expecting a belated party coz they weren't my close frens. They were my primary school frens and we were at a fren's house who was just behind our school. So we were visiting her and suddenly, they popped out a cake and sang the birthday song to me. It was really a sweet guesture coz it happened when you least expected. Another one was when I was 16, I had the whole band members singing birthday song, so paiseh... Our drum major annouced to the whole band mah... it felt great also. In poly, it was a practical thing, you treat them, then you will have present. Last year, I did not have any celebration and therefore there was no gift, expected anyway. I was interning and on my birthday, I actually went back to my poly for astro activity, and they had buffet, so I amused myself with the pretend that, "not bad, still got buffet on my birthday" and I also very 不要脸 and told everyone it was my birthday. Haha. Self entertaining mah...

Now already 21, machiam no more reason to hold party and celebrate, maybe just a small gathering only bah. Haiz... it will be a nice surprise if they actually come up all the way to my hall, hahahaha... greedy me.. opps!

Anyway, I tot I can enjoy my day, but Jamie din go to school, so I was like entertaining her the whole afternoon. I asked her why she did not go to school, her reply was very sweet, "Coz you at home mah!" -_- dunno to laugh or cry...

2 more papers to go, ENDURE!

Phew... 好不容易熬了两个礼拜，now left only 2 papers to go. One on this coming Wed and another next Wed, then I will be the happiest gal when paper ends, for about 2 weeks to 1 month before the release of exam results. Then after that, if you are looking for me, think you will have to go to Lower Seletar Reservoir. Coz I think I will be so depressed by my exam results that I go and seek solace in the woods for weeks. No, I won't kill myself lah! The world is so beautiful, can't bear to leave yet.

Mum fractured her foot, and I went back last week to help out in the house and accompany her to the doc. Home is the best place in the world, I just had no mood to pick up my notes and grind into it despite the effort of bringing those bloody notes back home. Therefore I had inadequate preparation for today's paper. But I think I had done pretty good lah, except for careless mistakes in some parts lor, as usual, weird that how come I didn't see those silly mistakes. Like I said, careless is my forte lah.

Already in partial holiday mood liao, hee hee. Today have not touch CA yet, Wed's paper. Later going to KCQ's room to mug, coz Roomie sleeping soon. Just now we were on the topic on beauty, as usual lah. I was telling her how I aim to lose 5 kg by end of 2005, that is 1.5 more month (like real, hahaha). Then she said something that's enough to make me happy until next year: I should not wear specs too often, coz I have very nice eyes. Wah... drowning in my own happiness liao. Ha ha ha. She's the Nth person who told me this. Hiak hiak hiak, I know I have pretty eyes...*flutter flutter flutter* Haha, I am so BHB!

Shall go and mug le. ZZZzzzZZZ, sianz wor!

A Twist of Fate

Wow wow wow... Survivor never failed to give surprises, just when you most wanted to get this someone out, he wins immunity. Backup plan comes up to vote this guy who initiated to vote the winning guy before he won, he got the immunity idol. So in the eleventh hour, everyone had to vote someone out. Gary must be too happy that he won the idol, and voted Cindy without using his brain. Maybe he was too busy with touching his idol that he forgot to alias with Bobby Jon and Danni. Tonight's was such a twist of fate. I would love to see Jamie go... but too bad lah, Fate just like to screw people so much.

Judd was such as air-brain, there he lied to people the idol was on the floor, and there he was caught searching with his neck stretching longer than a girraffe. Jia wasn't very surprised when Gary found the idol, she said in a very cool manner, "Gary 比 Judd 高一个头，当然看得比他远啦！"

Anyway, I tot KCQ was already very acidic, I forgot I had an even acidic sister. She was telling me how fucked up her workplace was and blah blah blah. This is not the main point, one OL in her office brought a digicam to work and wanna took pictures of my sis and the other part-timer, a guy. This cheehong kia said, "Take also no use, u got bf liao, I also cannot put inside my wallet and see." Another OL heard this and kapoh, interuppted, "You know what's more 绝 to do with a photo? " At this point, Jia interuppted and said, "Paste his picture and offer him 3 incense sticks?" OL replied, "No, yours is more 绝, I only want to say use his pic as darts board only. You win, you win."

I shall hold my tougue next time if got the urge to quarrel with her, but then, now I hardly at home, 想斗嘴玩玩都没机会。 ：（

Surprises

I found a lot of surprises set up by Jamie while clearing my room today, damn sweet of her lor... I saw it in my wardrobe, on my study table's drawer, my cabinet, and shelves: 涂鸦！

Who to blame? No one but myself for I had placed 2 markers in my pencil holder. She's very smart, she had chose the colours to match those furniture, and therefore it was so ambiguous that I did not see it until I was clearing my stuffs and wiping the dust. Pengz...

I am so scared of another surprise 2 weeks later, so I'm bringing the markers back to hostel, and I hide whatever things I can hide, if not she will help me to 整容 for them. I pity the cabinets most, for my mum just bought them for me. Aiyoh... 真是一山还比一山高，想当年，我和佳只是用铅笔画我们家的墙，墙脏可以从新粉刷。现在她upgrade用marker pens, 还画在家具上，很难清洗lor... Mum was very amused when I saw all those 涂鸦 one by one, coz I was already like ＂算了，画都画了。。。＂Just when I had calmed down, DING! I saw another one... So she was telling Jamie that I'm scared of her already... haha!

Today accompanied mum to TTSH, the doctor's name was very amusing. He's an Indian, So I expect Muthu, Kumar, Bala then something ends with Napan or Nathan. His name is very zen lor... "Amithabha XXXX" (can't remember the last name). I understand Buddhism originates from India, but Amithabha had always been associated with monks' and nuns' chants mah, so now I saw someone with this name, it's really amusing. Next time I can ask Mum this, "Is your check-up the same doctor as last time, 阿弥陀佛医生？"　Anyway, the doc was very nice, very Zen. LOL.

Today whole day din study, jiat lat.... next week got 2 papers... Mon and Wed lor. Stressed!

I'm back at home

I'm finally back at home after 3 weeks of 修行 in 南山. 本人还得继续修行多两个礼拜，才能练完基本功而已。咳。。。and I don't even know can pass or not. BIGGER HAIZ...

AE killer lor, the paper so tough... I saw the paper, I really want to faint... confirm chop chop sure fail, coz I din do the last question and I think it's impossible to score full marks for the other 3 questions. Haiz...

Today's SS paper is so-so, not very difficult, but I think a bit gabera it up. Roomie really stunned me, she finished all the questions in 1.5 hrs and 1 hr for her to check. After the paper we were talking about it, as usual, my Pentium 2 brain works like a snail. 1 hr passed and I'm still at question 2. I always procratinate during exams, the straightforward questions I always wonder whether there's any trick up the sleeve. Like Roomie said, if you are fully prepared, you will sure know how to do. She was feeling quite upset when she realised one question she had done wrongly. So she was telling me, "This means I did not prepare enough for it, cannot repeat same mistake" Her words and her reaction stunned me, for she showed "prowess". 那个感觉满恐怖的。I can sense the cleverness in her, I can almost feel that she can do all the questions. 我不是要人比人，因为会气死人，but for her is 吓死人。I dunno how to describe, but I can see the gleam in her eyes when the exams finished. 好恐怖哟！I usually sense hardworking gene in people, even if they are clever, they also very humble. Not that she is not humble, but somehow I can just sense that brilliance in her, you know? Not to mention she is so hardworking and her memory damn good. She still can remember who is Fusheng from "我和僵尸有个约会" shown donkey years ago. I was mentioning it casually while flipping my i-weekly and she told me, "Nor... that vampire kid." Ding! Shocked! Stressed!

She's good at funny one liner also, she said our laundry lines looks like it had lanterns hanging from it. Yeah, she was refering to out "inner beauty". Ho ho ho.

Next sem must really work hard, must 化悲愤为力量！Some unkind words were exchanged and KCQ sibe sacarstic, she smsed me wanna borrow my Physics TB. Then she said, "must work hard if not people will say I stupid. Ur fren (Meaning my fren) very the unkind lor." When I mentioned the XXX name, she said, "dunno, my brain no good, cannot remember". So acidic...

Oh, must mention that my "boh gay" sister so sweet, gave me a hug when I reached home. =) Must go and sleep now if not "boh gay" will have to bang herself to sleep: She is sleeping with me tonight in my room and she is active with the lights on. And she very smart, I invite to sleep with me in my room coz now mum's ankle is "do not disturb", she said, "OK!, U sleep on the floor then!" -_-!!!

Careless is my forte

Haiz... I am just not fated to have Apples. Today's exam paper is rather easy, but I don't know what got inside my brain. The supposed vector question I thought as partial deriavatives. Like that also can.. duhz...The Parabola question will always be the pain in my heart. That question was so easy, so easy until I thought I'm solving secondary's school maths. Blinded by the easiness, I did not see the error. Kaoz!!!

Very tired after today's maths paper, no momentum to study. Was chatting with KCQ in study room, :P, for about an hour. Then I came here to check email a bit, still feeling lethargic leh... dun feel like studying. :( Cannot, today must pump oil. But then hor, I think my eyes bags got a lot of oil, so puffy and swollen. Roomie said study is a catalyst for ageing. The more you study, the faster you age. True... I think I see more lines on my face liao. The thing I want to do when exams ends: sleep 14 hours a day, to make up the 14 hours of study I do now.

I think I very "ask for it", why come back and study when the exam results will always disappoint me? Haiz... want to score well but I can't. Just don't have the brain to think a question thoroughly. Those fat mistakes were so obvious, but it took me 2 hrs later to figure it out after exams ends. Very duhz right? I think I need to request the school to give me extended hours for doing exam questions, reason being my brain is only pentium 166Mhz. LOL.

Headache... but got to continue study.... haiz... 5 more papers to go.

First paper: Maths

Will be doing my first paper for this semester later at 1.30pm. Good luck to myself. Feeling so lethargic. =(