Familiar Feelings

The familiar feeling of being poor.... Just did my maths for expenses... Looks gross lor... The New year Top Resolution: Save Save Save $$$! Did a basic in-out flow, it's time to follow!

Chant: No splurge no splurge no splurge No splurge no splurge no splurge No splurge no splurge no splurge

A mixed feeling of both excited and nervous, with all the butterflies knocking the walls of my stomach. It's not a nice feeling, yet I was happy when this kicked in: Mr Hobbes lah, who else. He msned me like after almost a decade, and I was caught off guarded, coz didn't expect him to msn me mah. I feel like ridiculously back to primary and secondary school again with all these infatuations. Ha!

Whatever, I'm meeting him to collect my notes (and I hope it will just me and him alone ^_____^), although I tot I remember telling him eons ago that he could throw. Since he brought the subject up again of whether to throw or not, the sly fox in me took this opportunity to meet him, on the pretext of getting back my notes.

Ho, I feel so shameless and buay hiao byte. And secretly, I tot he was using this as pretext too, possible? Me very the Bu Yao Lian hor.

Me shame shame! HA~~~

Old New Actor

A group of teenage girls were discussing Little Nonya, on my way back to Yishun. Very interesting, reminds me the silly things I said when I was 16.

Girl A: You know, that Chen Xi hor... Blah Blah Blah
Girl B: And then hor, Yueniang didn't marry Liu Yi Dao and Blah Blah Blah
Girl C: Poor Yuzhu, kenna rape leh... Blah Blah
Other Girls: Yah lor, Poor thing..

They moved on to Star Awards....
Girl A: Ou Xuan sure wins one... Blah~
Girl B: I think hor, Liu Yi Dao will win Best Support Actor
Girl C: No lah, I think is that Charlie Zhang, his name is Shen1 Jin1 Xin1 (Me was arm chioing, the way she said his name is very hilarious...)
Girl D: He's a new actor right?
Girl A: Yah, but a very old new actor...

Tsk Tsk Tsk, Got Eyes No See Tarzan Oh-Yee-Oh... Uncle Shen was very handsome and popular 20 years ago you know!

I must say, this Charlie Zhang really gives me the creep, the scene where he looked at Juxiang lecherously while eating the kuei kuei, was classic!

Merry X'mas!

May all of you have a wonderful X'mas and splendid year ahead!

Happy New Year!

Paiseh!

I was so overjoyed to go back to Hall 9 that I tripped and almost crashed the carom table after giving a hug to my friends!

Wah liew, as if my already elephantiasis body is not clumsy enough!

From high to low

I always had communication problems with my dad, coz he's really fluent in Hokkien while I would probably flunk my one if there's ever an oral test. In any case, I would always get Mum to do the translation, coz I really cannot understand his Hokkienfied Chinese. His wrong use of vocabulary and grammer is his unique style, and obviously, always turn on our laughing spots.

While I was eating my dinner in the living room when he walked by, pointed at a scrap of food on the floor and told me, "那个菜跌倒嘹。"

Both Mum and I guffawed for 10 seconds, then Mum corrected him, "是掉， 不是跌倒！"

Buay Tahan.

Anyway, my life seems pretty dull every since I started work, hardly any anecdotes for me to share on blog, less the fact that I am not very happy at work. Even the recent company dinner did not help to bond with my team mates, coz we were seated separately. In a way, I think is good for me coz, I don't have to sit with my boss. I now keep my mouth shut when with my boss, wasn't the talkative me when I first came to work. Now that he had given me The Talk twice in 4 months and kept having to clean the shit for me, I really feel like I don't have the face to look at him without feeling guilty.

Either the fengshui there doesn't suit me or subconsciously I hate my job. No matter how careful I try to be, I always screwed Big Bosses's Blackberry, forgot to backup Lotus Notes file, corrupted the Winzip files, forgot about the Outlook PST files. And it is always the BIG BOSSES, which included Directors, Regional Managers and VPs.

The best thing is the more I want to make things right, it would go wrong. So I really remain passive unless instructions is given. The best bet to my current situation.

Like a hokkien saying, "Kiang tio ho, mai gei kiang".

Reigning at MJ table once again!

Need I say more? Oh, yes, I won $10.20! Lunch allowance!!!

JB Pilgrimage

It seems almost like yesterday when the four of us had fun in JB, shopping non-stop and ate a lot.

My favorite pic which I was wolfing down mouthfuls of soup, satay and sambal stingray.

The Fantastic Four Meet Again!

Sufeng ScissorHand and Thousand Hands Sage (you should see the amount of bags she carried at the end of the day, LOL)

The Kan Cheong Spider Woman

The Hijacker

Small V and Big V... V for Vendetta

We eat, shop, eat, shop, eat, shop, and almost eat the shops. With the Malaysia Annual Sale, it's hard not to buy anything! But luckily for me, because of my huge size, there's nothing much left for me to buy. Just grab a pair of shoes, and bought a top from Padini just because I MUST GET SOMETHING!

Shuhui was damn happy, big bag small bag food bag, you name it she had it.

We settled our dinner at the Huan Xi Di, a bit disappointed, coz standard dropped. Still... with the price divided by 2, we didn't hiam much.

Must go again lah!

Somehow or rather...

I think Jamie is quite superb... She can change her blog skinz, update video and now she asked for a cbox. I only knew how to change web template when I was 16!

Her standard is on par with Jia leh! Change skin, select option, click OK.

Little Nonya

Did you watch the Little Nonya last night?

Jeanette bared her back and almost got raped!

You know what that means?

She's gonna win the Best Actress award, coz reveal sexy back + physical insult = Star Award is the winning formula.

Unhappiness

I am really unhappy at work... Cried at work in the last 2 days, must be the hormones at work as usual, albeit a bit late though.

I don't know if it was due to the work nature... picking up phones all day long, but phones are common items, can't be avoided.

I don't know if it was due to the people... unreasonable demands and unrealistic requests, but it's everywhere right?

I don't know if it was due to myself... making too many mistakes, and teammates having to cover up for me, and Boss giving me the "talk" every now and then. What he said can be summarized in one sentence, "Not performing to expectations". This is darn demoralizing.

Boss commented I still lack confidence when talking to customers on phone, personally I thought I improved.

The situation is made worse when someone non-tech performing better trying to comfort you saying that WE are non-tech, when I knew I am supposedly to be tech-savvy, coz Boss commented this one too.

I am really trying hard to fit in, but with all the stupid thoughts such as co-workers hate me, customers dislike me, boss ultra fed up with me, I just want to run away everyday! Is really like being married into a wrong family, when we have no communication at all!

The more I want to prove myself, the more mistakes I made.

Help.

Doom Day

I'm so gonna die at work tomorrow.

Earlier in the evening, I had forgot to backup a director's personal folder in his email, and one of these emails could worth millions of dollars!

As much as I want to leave the company, but not in this way of getting fired!

Shit!