I am stressed

I'm having my last formal presentation tomorrow and I am very stressed up; more stressed than my previous HRM presentation; stressed to the extent that I had a nightmare about it.

I'm going to be the first speaker, so in my dream, I started rattling, giving self intro and introduction of my members and was touching on my parts when I noticed all the people were looking confused. I turned around and to my horror, I did not open my powerpoint!

So powerpoint settled, and I continued rattling on. I subconciously looked down on my feet and saw I was wearing a pair of casual slippers! Must be that red and green slippers lah!

Woke up in cold sweats!

Back in poly, I'm confident about my presentation. Now in uni, I dreaded my presentations.

Why the big contast, I asked myself sometimes. I realised, in uni, I'm not confident in many things: study, presentation or projects. The most confident thing I did in uni is to talk crap.

Crap is also a skill what...

Finally, I got my tix...

To Uncle Zhou's dreamland effortlessly.

After a whole day of projects, and sleeping for only 4 hours before that, my body decided to be normal already. I slept at 10pm last night. This is like so early lor!!! Usually I'm still in the shower room at this time, if not sitting in front of the laptop checking out other people's blogs.

It's the case of plonk-and-concuss sleep. I like.

What I don't like is: I woke up at bloody 3am, partly because I set my alarm at that time. I tried to close my eyes, hoping I would drift back to sleep as I usually would, setting my alarm at 5am.

Mind was on all reports.

Bo pian, got my ass off the bed at 4am and here I am, in front of laptop again. At this point in time, my report is already 30% done.

It's so hard for me to oversleep nowadays. Haiz... But in a way it's good, for this timing is just nice for studying: Nice cold room, peaceful envioronment and a stupid body which doesn't crave for sleeping. Even the rain last night did not catalyst my slumber.

Bleahz...

This timing reminds me my mum's body clock, think by now she should have finish the laundry.

我又失眠了

1130pm：眼睛犹如十吨的沙包堆积在里面，眼皮很重，眼球压力很大， 身体也累了，就爬进被窝里，想快点入眠。

0230am：下雨了，凉风的呼唤，雨水的催眠，仍无法让我入眠。

0315am：那该死的飞虫好像终于被风扇劈死了，听不到它到处飞的声音。

0700am：不知不觉地睡了。平时超贪睡的我，竟然觉得睡够了，爬出被窝去洗脸。人还真犯贱，平时睡的过头，都是不该的， 这次想睡久一点，竟然无法做到。

咳！

昨晚忘记吃晚餐，只能以蛋糕和饼干来充饥，睡觉时， 肚子还在咚咚的响。现在看着刚买的炒馃条， 竟没有狼吞虎咽，还没胃口下肚。又是一个犯贱的行为。 逼自己吃了几口，不然怕等一下去那封闭的lab又会晕倒。

Something's very wrong with me.

Right Brain vs Left Brain

Interesting test

I saw the dancer doing anti-clockwise at first, suddenly, in a blink, it change to clockwise!

Follow the link and do the test. Do you see the dancer in clockwise or anti-clockwise?

-_-

Feeling awfully tired and hungry now. I slept at 6am this morning, and now woken up by EM's phone call. Wah, she also very efficient, tot of helping her de, but who knows, she and her brother and one more guy, I think is her bf, her brother's friend, had carried all the stuffs already after I finished washing my face.

她家的人真是高大威猛，四支发达。

Dun see her thin thin like bamboo, she's one tough & strong bamboo!

Okie, happy, think I go back to sleep.

Insomnia

I penged satay for almost an hour already, eyes are swollen and painful, yet I still can't get to sleep.

What a torture, and I don't think I tahan until 8am. EM and her brother are coming to collect her stuffs.

Argh!

Headache somemore...

Forcing myself to read the OB... -_-

Lust Caution

The uncut version of Lust Caution is coming in November!!!

Ta~ma~de~

I think curse fall upon us when me and Miss Ng are together. Hor? Who's the dai sai one?

1st curse: We woke up super early wanting to eat breakfast at Can B. We were at the bus stop at freaking 7.45am!!! The bloody bus did not come at all even at 8.30am! By then 3 buses from the opposite side zoomed past. We took the 4th one and saw our beloved bus turtling past.

2nd curse: Happily wanted to take Miss Ng board the free shuttle bus service at JP on a certain weekday on a certain week. Again, after an hour plus, no bus in sight. 3 weeks later, Miss Simi also know aka KY told me that the JP bus service was terminated since certain Sunday on that certain week. Suay~~~, right?

3rd curse: Watched the 9 minutes less Lust Caution on Wed, and 2 days later, we saw the news that the full 158 minutes is coming in November. Argh~~~

Think think again, all these happen in Boon Lay. Nothing bad befall us when we were at Orchard that time watching Transformers, so my conclusion is: School is the dai sai one, we must go Orchard more. :P

Back to the movie, I think Lust Caustion is the first non-commercial movie which I enjoyed. I didn't even catch Lee Ang's Brokeback Mountain and from my friends who went to watch, they were rather disgusted by the sex scenes. Tsk tsk tsk, must get them to attend Chinese Cinematography, then they will understand the story and not just looking at the surface.

Anyway, the 2.5 hours show doesn't feel long at all, in fact, I find it too short! I felt that they could be more elaboration though. Hiyah hiyah, angry lah! The elaboration could be that short 9 minutes to make the film complete. Stupid censorship.

By the way, I'm not itchy itchy want to watch that hot sex scene hor, but Lee Ang surelyhas his reason to include that scene, a message that he wants to bring across.

Oh man, I am so heartbroken for Madam. Mak, pity the Mr. Yee. These 2 people are just 2 pitiful puppets with no control over their lifes!

Integrity vs Good results

I had a quiz on Wednesday morning. For a class of 60+, we had the quiz in the lecture theatre which can accommodate 200+ students. Among 60+ students, 90% sat together in a batch like this:

Red: Professor
Pink: Students

I was among the small dot heroes on the left.

EM smsed me to join their "herd", but I couldn't see where she was sitting among the people. And at this time, Prof said we would have to leave at least an empty seat between each other for the quiz later (lesson first). A lame guy actually told the Prof they were cold, so they must huddled together. -_-

I tot I would move later since it would be pretty awkward to walk from left to right, coz it would attract unwanted attention from the Prof and the herd lah.

In the end, Prof didn't force us to move, so the herd remain together. So did I remain in my lonely seat.

At that moment, suddenly, I find myself very 可怜，coz I didn't even have a partner to cheat with. EM's clique are all the poly COM holders which I sometimes find myself hard to fit in, that was also why I didn't move in the first place. Cheating in quiz in uni is actually very common, coz we all wanted to snag that full 10% or 20%.

Integrity is something I hardly see in my 2 years plus here. For 20%, we resort to cheating (some profs they don't care). Actually, 20% in uni is a huge lump. We aren't actually cheating, but we are just comparing answers.

Still, for me to know that so many people are doing it, it sets me wondering, "So, uni students do this one ah?" Totally contradict the teachings we learned since young, and to happen in an institution which is supposedly "only where the good ones" are.

It is because they are cleverer so they feel that 20% is not worth to waste the brain cells over? I only know that I exhaust my brain cells, I still don't have that full 20%. :(

Most prob I utilize them in the wrong area also.

~~~

My MSN nick was "思琪: Quizzy quizzy", which I had not change it after my quiz. My cousin who is a teacher, and also grad from NTU, asked me, "I saw ur MSN nick, are you feeling alright?"

I had to tell her that it was quiz, and not "queasy". Still, quiz does not make me feel better also lah.

K.O

Sometimes I love the "totally knock out" type of sleeping, i.e. I am at dreamland even before my head hit the pillow. Like that then I won't have to think so much before I sleep, which can be very frustrating. I really hate it when I'm sleepy, but not sleepy enough, head on the pillow body on the bed, yet I'm thinking what are the things I have not done. I call this "Peng Satay".

But it's kinda screwed me when I want to wake up early to do things, coz I'll be so dead to respond to any noise.

Haiz... Things will never get done this way, vicious cycle!

Anyway, I caught the "Lust Caution" last night with this laughter generator:

She was totally clueless about her mismatch until end of movie. I'm blind, so I didn't see it too.

I think she was my panacea to my Peng Satay Syndrome: Laughed until I pengz and stomach tired. As the idiom goes, "Laughter is the best medicine". She so gonna kick me if she sees this, heh heh.

妈咪，生日快乐

今天是妈咪的生日， but then 我因为学校快考试的关系， 没有办法回去。Eh... 就算我回去， 妈咪很有可能对我说，“回来作莫？”

Still, 我要对妈咪说：生日快乐！你比十年前年轻， 希望再过十年，如果有孙给你抱的时候， 人家会以为你是他/她的娘！祝你越来越年轻！身体越来越强壮 （please, 不要再断手断脚了）！

明年的这个时候， 希望我真的有能力送你那台industrial cake mixer， 带你出国kia kia, 陪你去吧刹请你吃早餐， ok?

=)

A walking piece of blur meat

Yeah, and that's me. While I was waiting patiently (since Monday) for my FYP supervisor to give a reply on my latest report update, suddenly it hit on me that the mail is still sitting in the Sent folder.

The best thing is... I check my mail everyday, and the Draft(1) escaped my eyes.

Ok, blur and blind.

Argh...

I have a quiz tmr and I have not started reading!!!

I ALSO HAVENT DO MY PROF COMM PPT!!! WAH!!!

Goodies

As exams approaching near, what gets me really excited (exams make me nervous) is the goodie bag!!!

Whoot!!!

Alas, the standard dropped every year too.

I remembered having tons of food stock during my first year, I don't have record for last year and this year is really the ultimate. The Welfare people dropped the goodie bag last night, which I tot was a rescue to my hungry stomach. There were food, but disappointingly, not really my favourite.

So, to show you all what goodie I had, I did an inventory on it and took pictures!!!

The same M1 bag year after year

So what's inside?

A jar of Dolmio Tuna pasta sauce. -_-, no use, I don't cook in hall.

2 mini bottles of Shokubutzu, I still have the one I got from Hall 9 camp

A "nice on the outside, very plain inside" notebook

Proudly manufactured by PUB

Dunno simi curry soup, 20g. It looks oddly like those what army boys will eat kind of package, hor?

A small packet of Tong Garden, enuff to fill 1% of my growling stomach

2 magazines (Jade Seah's bod is fiery hot!)

A really useless $10 Kimage voucher and Subway voucher (which is only valid at Subway Telepark only)

Just when I got really disapointed... I flipped the Her World Mag and I saw this!

My favourite brand Loreal Spot corrector!

Happier... =) I'm so easily satisfied.

Personal Space

Aiyoh... Very very annoyed leh...

I was reading my notes in my MRT when this very plump auntie sat beside me and started reading her "MyPaper". I wore a cap-sleeve tee today, so the 4/5 of my golden ham arm was exposed lah. So while she read her newspaper in wide angle, I was squeezing to one corner with my arms on top of each other already. Our arms kept brushing each other and I was very annoyed coz it felt like molesting. If I wore those normal tee with longer sleeves, I don't think I will mind, but because my arm is bare today, I felt exceptionally uneasy. So to make myself comfortable, I squeezed my arms a bit more, to make space for myself.

She widened her angle and invaded my territory(personal space)!!!

I was uber tulan liao, I think the people standing in front of me could see my uber tulan face. I was resting my eyes at that time, and when she invaded, I opened my rest and looked sideway and ghinned at her. Fine, She's an old auntie, I endured, so I shifted my arms again. So did she.

I moved 1 cm, she invaded 2 cm. Ta~Ma~De~.

By the 5th time, I already could not move any further, and I think my cleavage was showing already. I looked and saw that she had the comfortable angle of reading newspaper comfortably. You know, usually when people read newspaper in squeezy MRT or bus, they will fold until about a quarter of the original size. "MyPaper" is half of those normal kind, and she really did not have the brain to fold lor, and further invaded my space. I'm sitting in the 9-seats somemore, how come she didn't invade the other side? Oh, coz I moved, so logically she moved to my side! By then, the angle she had was bigger than her waist and her waist is bigger than mine.

:( She tuk my spare tyre also, with her arm. Ok, this is something unavoidable, coz my spare tyre spill out a lot and always kenna tuk.

我忍~~~百忍成金

If your life is a movie...What type will it be?

Jia said my life is definitely a Grade-B slap-stick comedy. -_-

Grade-B, okie what... everyone likes and they don't expect too high a standard from the director right? Just the kind where people just wanna laugh and relax. Somemore my show is free!!! Hee hee.

On Friday, I reached home before Jia. So when she came home and plonked on the seat, she said to me, "Wah, I visit your blog 5 times, everytime sure update one". Aiyah, it takes only 5 to 10 minutes to write one what.

During the TV marathon, switching between the HK drama (天涯侠医) and Hollywood film (National Security). When the ang moh film was about to end, Jia suddenly asked me a scene which happened earlier. Martin Lawrence (ML) and Steve Zahn (SZ) dunno how ended up to fight a bunch of gansters lah. Anyway, after some shooting scene, ML said he was shot and asked SZ to bring him to fix the wound. ML was like in great pain, couldn't walk and fussed a lot. They couldn't go to hospital coz they were being wanted by the police. So SZ brought him to his ex-gf who was a nurse. After much instructions and hoo-haa, SZ's gf was very pissed to see, not a bullet wound, but rather some scratches coz the bullet only whizzed past ML's leg. However, ML still whined and yelped that he needed some stitches. The dulan SZ took the fat U-shape needle, waved it angrily in front of ML, and was about to poke his leg when ML promptly said he was fine and did not need stiches already and siamed off.

So Jia was asking me why did SZ take the needle and wanted to sew his leg when ML said he was alright? -___-, I explained the above, and then suddenly, I realised that this is not the first time I understand such crude and boliao joke more than her. Anyway, I had this link, and I told her, "Eh, I'm really a Grade B, only I understand the joke leh and you don't! Like the Hossan Leong stand-up comedy, I laughed until pengz already and you still tat half bucket look."

"I'm Grade-A mah!" she retorted, half laughing.

Wah ha ha ha, very amusing la. Then we started discussing what her type will be. I said something along the artsy-farty kind, which not everyone will appreciate. So she further emphasized that her type is those "(insert long string of sentence) + simi independent...+ which no one understand" and I firmly agree when I heard the last 4 words. Yeah, I only caught the last 4 words.

She is actually very funny, sarcastic, 语不惊人死不休, quick-witted. But her style of writing is very essay-ish, and sometimes very serious, hmm... could be the training from her triple-humanities class last time. For me, is more like story telling. I think then I write, and usually go off track, make a big U-turn, then on point again. Very like me, coz Jia always say I say a lot of unnecessary things.

I told her that she should blog about this, coz she will make it very analytical and interesting. But she said I can also blog, so I blog lor. Her entry is here, and obviously, is 2 very different kind of entries.

I started writing this entry in the afternoon, but halfway, I was sleepy and went to sleep. So now continuing at 1225am, I'm kinda a bit lost and forgot what I actually wanted to say already.

没头没尾的，更没有高潮

Jia: I feel so much younger with you around leh...
Qi: Wu ya boh!!!???!!! I have such great effect??? (I tot my cheerful nature rubbed on her or something)
Jia: Probably less stressed coz got someone to share the the burden
Qi: -_-

7 hrs of tv marathon

Tat's what I've done at home. Wah biang, could have clear 4 online lectures already... Double up double up!

I think I'm destined to be short

I mentioned in my earlier post that I don't wanna be the shortest when Min grows up. I think the chance that Min is shorter than me is going to be zero.

Comparing our English names is actually not accurate at all, coz throughout my whole primary school life, I had at least 20 dozens English names changing ever so oftenly, and I just changed the spelling of my own. Jamie was named by Jia and me, coz we tot this name was very cute and it suit our adorable baby sister at that time (now she's a pain in the ass, lol).

So back to the names given by my Mum, comparing the length from shortest to longest:

Qi
Jia
Min (Because of that fat M, her name became the longest!)

See, I'm so gonna be the short short among the long long! =(

My posts very boliao hor, thinking all these boliao stuffs.

~~~

Min: Da Jie, which movie do you like best?
Me: I like the movie... "When Min Min is not around"
Min: T_T + pout her mouth

Ok, time to bury myself in my notes again

Bad hands! Naughty Hands!

Smack! Smack!

I really ought to control my expenditure or train myself more in budget shopping. I wanted to get a night moisturiser coz my current one is finishing. So, I saw that the Lo'real Night Re-Lighting moisturiser is selling at $14.90! It's very very cost friendly lor! Watson is selling at $21.90!!! Then as usual, the lady who will always attend to me when I'm browsing the products, came to serve me. After knowing what I'm looking for, she intro the Follow Me Total Miracle, again, to me. This time, it came with a free mask, and it costs $16.80!

Without much thought, I bought it.

Haiya, buy already then sua lor. Anyway, Total Miracle feels pretty well on my face and smells really nice!

The deprivation of shopping surfaced up after staying in school for 2 long weeks. I auto geared to Watson, which on the way I saw Cheers, newly opened I think. Without relying on my brain cells, I walked in, see see look look also happy.

Watson usually had this rack of items which sells at $1.95 each. Wah, got my allowance today and feel exceptionally rich. Heh heh, I went to get a basket and start to dump the $1.95 items inside. Buy 10 get 1 free.

However, when I was waiting to pay, a surge of guiltness hit me, but I paiseh to tell the cashier that I didn't want the items. So again, sua lor, mentally prepared to get some tongue lashing from Ah Long. I think my fairy godmother knew the dilemma I was having, so she made the register screwed up. Wah ha ha ha. Guess what happen? The cashier dunno how to key the discounted items, somehow the price stated $22.05 when by right it should cost a little less than $20. The cashier got her manager to rectify, but after fiddling for 5 minutes, no progress at all.

I grabbed the chance and told them in a rather paiseh & a little pissed tone, "Erm... Ok... I don't want the items already." And promptly snapped my wallet back into the bag. As I walked out, I was secretly Heng~ah~

Bought a packet of kopi to calm my nerves. Hee hee. Anyway, I shall put a note in my wallet to remind myself that I'm a poor kid. Dun anyhow spend money. So the pair of shoes I've been lusting for it, wait lor...

After exams! =)

Dancing Parrot

I hate birds, I hate birds which can fly even more. In fact the only bird I like is penguin, and maybe chicken and duck (ooh.. chicken rice, ah... duck noodle)

BUT!

This dude totally change my belief! It's so talented! I can't help but fall in love with it already! (Sorry JJ, I heart this bird now)

The first half it danced so subtlely like how I would in club. Towards climax, it went crazy. Ha ha.

So cute!

Special Thanks to Group 3?

Orh... No wonder TX was so eager... He even encouraged me to go for the buffet! I saw the email which our class rep sent and there it was written: Special thanks to group 3 for the idea.

For a moment I was trying to recall which was group 3... Oh, it's my group. -_-

How?